This was a particularly trying weekend for me. I responded poorly to several unwelcome intrusions with anger, anxiety, impatience and doubt. I forgot an essential truth: that whatever was, or would be happening in my life today or anytime in the future, is intended by God for the salvation of my soul.
I had to trust Him. I had to surrender to God the concerns that were causing me so much angst and which I was unable to resolve on my own. I had to trust God to take care of them. I rushed to an online Adoration site I frequently visit where I could gaze upon my waiting and loving Lord and seek His assistance.
On my way there, I rediscovered Sanctify the Moment – The Now Moment written by Ven. Fulton J. Sheen. It had been some time since I had first read this article. It immediately helped me to put my current challenges into proper perspective.
Hopefully, the good Archbishop's words will help you to do likewise:
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"[One] remedy for the ills that come to us from thinking about time is what might be called the sanctification of the moment—or the Now. Our Lord laid down the rule for us in these words: “Do not fret, then, over tomorrow; leave tomorrow to fret over its own needs; for today, today’s troubles are enough.” (Matt. 6:34)
This means that each day has its own trials; we are not to
borrow troubles from tomorrow, because that day, too, will have its cross. We
are to leave the past to Divine Mercy and to trust the future, whatever its
trials, to His Loving Providence.
Each minute of life has its peculiar duty—regardless of the
appearance that minute may take. The Now-moment is the moment of salvation.
Each complaint against it is a defeat; each act of resignation to it is a
victory. The moment is always an indication to us of God’s will. The ways of
pleasing Him are made clear to us in several ways: through His Commandments, by
the events of His Incarnate Life in Jesus Christ Our Lord, in the Voice of His
Mystical Body, the Church, in the duties of our state of life. And, in a more
particular way, God’s will is manifested for us in the Now with all of its
attendant circumstances, duties, and trials.
The present moment includes some things over which we have
control, but it also carries with it difficulties we cannot avoid—such things
as a business failure, a bad cold, rain on picnic days, an unwelcome visitor, a
fallen cake, a buzzer that doesn’t work, a fly in the milk, and a boil on the
nose the night of the dance. We do not always know why such things as sickness
and setbacks happen to us, for our minds are far too puny to grasp God’s plan.
Man is a little like a mouse in a piano, which cannot understand why it must be
disturbed by someone playing Chopin and forcing it to move off the piano wires.
Those who love God do not protest, whatever He may ask of them,
nor doubt His kindness when He sends them difficult hours. A sick man takes
medicine without asking the physician to justify its bitter taste, because he
trusts the doctor’s knowledge; so the soul which has sufficient faith accepts
all the events of life as gifts from God, in the serene assurance that He knows
best.
Nothing is more individually tailored to our spiritual needs
than the Now-moment; for that reason it is an occasion of knowledge which can
come to no one else. This moment is my school, my textbook, my lesson. Not even
Our Lord disdained to learn from His specific Now; being God, He knew all, but
there was still one kind of knowledge He could experience as a man. St. Paul
describes it: “Son of God though He was, He learned obedience in the school of
suffering.” (Heb. 5:8)
… to accept the crosses of our state of life
because they come from an all-loving God is to have taken the most important
step in the reformation of the world, namely, the reformation of the self.
Sanctity can be built out of patient endurance of the incessant grumbling of a
husband—the almost intolerable nagging of a wife—the boss’s habit of smoking a
pipe while he dictates—the noise the children make with their soup—the
unexpected illness—the failure to find a husband—the inability to get rich. All
these can become occasions of merit and be made into prayers if they are borne
patiently for love of One Who bears so patiently with us, despite our
shortcomings, our failures, and our sins.
…To accept the duty of this moment for God is to touch Eternity, to
escape from time. This habit of embracing the Now and glorifying God through
its demands is an act of the loving will.