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what an awesome thought! You deal otherwise with others, but, as to me, the
flesh and blood of God is my sole life. I shall perish without it; yet shall I
not perish with it and by it? How can I raise myself to such an act as to feed
upon God? 0 my God, I am in a quandary—shall I go forward, or shall I go back?
I
will go forward: I will go to meet You. I will open my mouth, and receive Your
gift. I do so with great awe and fear, but what else can I do? To whom should I
go but to You? Who can save me but You? Who can cleanse me but You? Who can
make me overcome myself but You? Who can raise my body from the grave but You?
Therefore I come to You in all these my necessities: in fear, but in faith.
My
God, You are my life; if I leave You, I cannot but thirst. Lost spirits thirst
in hell, because they have not God. They thirst, though they would have it
otherwise, from the necessity of their original nature. But I, my God, wish to
thirst for You with a better thirst. I wish to be clad in that new nature,
which so longs for You from loving You, as to overcome in me the fear of coming
to You. I come to You, 0 Lord, not only because I am unhappy without You, not
only because I feel I need You, but because Your grace draws me on to seek You
for Your own sake, because You are so glorious and beautiful.
I
come in great fear, but in greater love. 0 may I never lose, as years pass
away, and the heart shuts up, and all things are a burden, let me never lose
this youthful, eager, elastic love of You. Make Your grace supply the failure
of nature. Do the more for me, the less I can do for myself. The more I refuse
to open my heart to You, so much the fuller and stronger be Your supernatural
visitations, and the more urgent and efficacious Your presence in me.”
(From
For You My Soul Has Thirsted by Blessed John Henry Cardinal Newman)
A breathtaking and beautiful prayer!
ReplyDeleteThank you Anne. What a privilege it is to discover these treasures and to share them with other thirsting souls.
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